You've spent years of your life with someone who belittled you and made you feel as though your needs were unworthy of being met. But I think every new venture will feel just as frightening after this kind of betrayal; the idea is to lift your courage and power through. She may leave me over this when the separation time is over, and she'd be completely justified in doing so. Cut ties with your ex if possible this is a bit more complicated if you have children with them. Somehow the brain feels complied to obey.
Despite horrific abuse.
After Emotional Abuse: Do the Side-Effects Ever Disappear?
I'm relearning how to listen to my gut feeling about someone; not perfect yet, but looking forward to testing it. I am 11 months post leaving. I've been sitting for 3 weeks, getting hours of sleep a night. Her daughter's father "didn't want her. God bless you all. And fact i never had support from my family, at a younge age even in childhood.